Rain....... "snow of the tropical country"

How time flies, its already the 2nd last week of my employment here at BP. It such a mystery how time could pass by so fast when one is busy, haha. I've finally finished almost all that is needed to be done here at work, i could finally hand over my duties to my colleagues and enjoy myself a little bit here at work till the end of my contract.

Its really been raining these few days, from heavy rain to light drizzle. I'm really having trouble waking up and going to work in the morning. But strangely, i kinda enjoy the weather. Especially at night when it drizzle a little and u're at home feeling full from dinner and enjoying a cup of hot chamomile tea while standing by the window looking outside into the streets. I find such activities extremely relaxing and it really help me unwind from a busy day. Its also from all these moment do i began to admire the beauty of the rainy season.

Just looking at the tiny drop of the rain, floating down slowly from the sky. They really look like snowflakes from my window view, making me feel like somewhere else in the world having winter season going on and just enjoying the season, watching the beauty of this world. The cool gentle breeze, the cold weather and the warmth brought along by a simple cup of tea.

But somewhat, this cool weather also brought back quite a lot of memories. Its around this time "that" happened. Till now its still kinda painful for me........ maybe i've not fully gotten out of it yet. Better not talk abt that too much.........

Anyway, some updates.........

Rose's back from Thailand already and she bought me a lovely batch of scented candles. Thank you so much, Rose. And my little brother , Ren, been really crazy for a while already, haha. Heaven't heard from Brian for a while already, probably busy from work. But last i heard Amy never contacted him since that night........ i guess thats a good thing. I also heard she got back with her bf already so thats good i guess....... nothing's better than realising at the end who do u truly want to be with and have the chance to have it happen.

As for me....... haha, still in my small little room enjoying my tea and the scenery outside of my window. A little meditation sometimes and plenty of computer games ( i swear its super unhealthy). I really feel like travelling somewhere this holiday, but current situation is not smiling at me. Vietnam is like raining cos they have monsoon season as well, Myanmar and Cambodia is still pretty chaotic. I can always go to Bangkok but i dun really wanna be reminded of the "memories" i had there (just feeling sad about it). Well...... hopefully i can make up my mind soon and decide on a place to go quick before school starts. If not, maybe i can try to meditate my way out of my room and let my soul travel for me instead, haha.

Till then............