Don't Go Away

Looking through your eyes,
there's nothing to hide
And you're no longer mine
How could I survive
when you say goodbye
Why do birds still fly up high?

Can't stop the tears from fallin'
We used to be so fine
when you walked into my life
I tried to reach out for you
just to be with you
My heart is breakin'

Don't Don't Go Away
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.
Don't Don't Go Away,
I've never been on my own before.

Wooh…. Oh….
Can't you hear me just take me with you
So don't don't go away

Don't Don't Go Away,
Baby, don't you know, I miss you so.
Don't Don't Go Away,
I've never been on my own before.
So won't you feel my heartbeat once more


Sometimes, the deepest of my feelings could easily be described with the lyrics of a simple song.....

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If there is such a day when you feel like crying, do call me. I can't promise that i'll be able to make you laugh, but at least i can cry with you. If there is such a day when you want to run away, don't be afraid to call me. I can't promise that i'll be able to stop you, but at least i can run away with you. If there is such a day you don't want to listen to anyone, do call me. I promise i'll be there for you and quietly listen to your woes. But if there is such a day when you call and i didn't pick up, hurry rush over to see me. Because that might be the moment when i needed you the most...

Emptiness.....

I've came back to a home, a home of emptiness.....
Without "her" love, i dun think i'll be able to hold on any much longer
I'd probably have packed up and leave for a short trip before coming back
And hope home will not be so empty anymore after i come back.....

Or maybe its me who chose to feel that way.....

I guess sorrow has got its roots deeper in me than i expected

Sunshine after the rain?

Hey guys, its been a while since the last time i've actually sat down and blog. Well, dun bother guessing cos the reason is simple: bad habits die hard, which means to say......... I've been lazy again, haha.

Anyways, life's still the same for me just that i've been staying up more often nowadays to study for my final exams and doing all those things that is needed to be done. I've been staying back in school more often as well to do my self revision in the library and i finally understood why Jack always stays in school to study after classes. The place is full of babes la, haha. I mean i know that SIM is full of pretty girls but i never knew pretty girls could be that hard working as well. I've seen some familar faces as often as everyday of the week. LOL, this part really made me sound like i'm there to look at girls instead of studying, kekeke.

My room is beginning to looks like shit (or maybe cos i'm beginning to get bored of it). I think its abt time i start thinking of new ideas and doing something to it. If u guys have any idea, pls feed me some of it ;) And like say bad habits die hard so as usual i've been drawing nonsense in my sketchbook, haha.

I just had my bday (2th Oct) and it was quite a day. I had a satisfying dinner with Sam before going to beer garden for some drinks. It was really a good break from the usual busy schedule of school and work. And of course in return i celebrated Sam's bday with Khoo Fang, Yanling and Hui Ying. We had dinner at Fish & Co. (Jurong Point) and took pics throughout the night. I'll get my hand on it and upload it asap. But i guess Khoo Fang had the most fun that night cos she was jumping around like a little girl who just got a new toy after she got hold of Sam's DLSR and started taking pics the whole night. Finally found a girl who likes photography that much, kekeke.

Well, i have to end here cos i need to head back to book again. 2 weeks more and i'll be back as free as a bird, all done with my exams. Till then, take care & god bless

Exhausted.......

Hey all, how have things been for all of u?? Hope everyone had a smooth sailing time for the past 2 weeks since my last update. Well, it has been a really exhausting 2 weeks for me, which pretty much amount up to a good reason why i haven't been updating my blog.

I've been through 2 class tests in the past 2 weeks and being the average student i haven't really been revising my school work all these while. So, its more like a last minute struggle to cramp as much stuff as possible into my tiny brain (almost as small as Homer Simpsons's brain) to help me handle the tests and i realised now that its a pretty crazy thing to do for uni education, haha. I've been studying till 2am almost everyday to handle the tests and working as well. So yeah, i'm half dead now and is typing this entry in a semi-consious state. Well, this week is not any much different from last 2 weeks cos another test is coming up next week and i'm still going to work to earn my living. Of course this past 2 weeks haven't been all that boring, some blunters have really been pretty funny for me with the meetup with Sam on sat as the funniest of all. I met up with him last sat nite at Mac cos i need to study for my test and he was suggesting that we meet up for yam cha session. It went like this:

Me: Brother, help me check the schedule see if i working tomorrow or not.
Sam: u working everyday wat, need to check meh?
Me: just check for me la, in case. I remember i working normal tomorrow
Sam: (type.....type.....) oei, u working early tomorrow leh......
Me: (staring at him with a very hollow look) dun tok cock leh, my early shift at the end of the month
Sam: wah lau, u come and see la
Me: (walked over......) argh!!!!! really ah?? tomorrow early is at 10.10 leh!!!
Sam: ya
Me: (started to jump about) siao liao la, i need to study leh..... siao liao, siao liao
Sam: haha, aiyah dun go to work la
Me: dun work no money leh..... sian sian sian..... how siah??
Sam: call in and ask to report for normal la. Fei also did that today
Me: can meh?
Sam: try la. At the most dun go to work lor.
Me: see how la......

At the point my jumping around suddenly died down with Sam continue laughing. Wat a news to be broken to someone who's desperate for more time to study and still need to work at the same time. But then working all this while actually made me realised that its not all the impossible to do wat i'm doing now. And it really makes u learn the true value of money and time. I dun think i'm going to stop working for school, everything is going to work out just fine if i just manage my time properly. This also makes me more independent in both my lifestyle, cash flow and thinking. I guess its a good thing after all.

Well, i've gotta get back to my revision now, i've got more wars to fight. Till my next update, u guys take care ok?